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boxed wine mom

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1.
it's a really silly thing to love the world like i do filled with soot filled with sin filled with you where do i begin to recall all the masochistic bull rides through the dirt through the pain no joy rides here i could sit here at home all alone and plot my revenge i'd hope you'd choke on your own vomit in some apartment in west virginia that the guilt alone would rip through you like it ripped through me it's all i see god take me back
2.
i wanna kiss you in an ikea parking lot i want the parking lot to be jealous of me kissing you in an ikea parking lot
3.
why 02:18
i've been here too long i wanna leave another gifted night i'd rather not receive you're right next to me beggging please "baby won't you come home with me" i've seen you too much i wanna go i don't like you much the answer is no i'm calling a lyft i'm gonna fly you crinkle your nose and start asking "why" now i'm home by myself for the night watching movies it's alright, i'm alive, there's air in my lungs i'm breathing another gifted night i'm rather not be receiving then your texts then your calls changed my number built 6 firm walls around my house and phone and my brain it's okay there's no need to cry he'll never really get why.
4.
rant 02:18
it's funny i feel sadder now than i ever did on your couch watching you watch the news while you put on your shoes i feel my hands reach for you if only you'd reach back too i'll be gone when the sun comes out it's running out, bleeding me dry i sit here and wonder why you hide and you try to lie you sit there and watch me cry this life is cruel and bitter and then one day you're dead but that's okay we've got time to play reenact situations in your head before we're dead lay here with me instead
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party song 03:16
sad clown eyes sleepless guys stand in line to feel human to feel better lipstick stains infect my brain i drink past days to feel better but i'm the saddest clown inside the room i'm the sucker and the punch too the party ends there goes my friends you stay behind to make me feel human to make me feel better you touch my face i know this place i feel so safe i feel better and i'm high flying i'm a red balloon and morning's a needle that'll come too soon the party's over and the night is done your aching body doesn't feel so young i smoked away another day i'm dumb did you ever think it'd be this fun?

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made with luv from me 2 me
but also 2 u

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released February 2, 2017

hi thank you for listening

thank you @ clipper arnold for hooking me up with jalipaz
and thank you jalipaz nelson for recording and helping with the tracks.

thank you @ all of my friends and my mother for the love and support

i love you so so much

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childhood asthma Phoenix, Arizona

my name is maya and i make music.

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